Managing Life vs. Writing vs. Health

The last week of August I got a firm reminder that writers are human. I developed some kind of infection, probably sinus or ear. I ran a fever, I was getting up, feeding my animals, and falling face first (because that hurt the least) back into bed. Foods that I usually enjoy tasted like metal filings. I called my daughter and her husband who came and got me and my dogs. For four days, I did nothing but tend my elderly dog and sleep. It has been a long haul — nearly two weeks — getting back into my usual basic health.

However, this event was like a reset. I unplugged from just about everything, including eating. I lived on fruit, gelatin, and Gatorlyte. The fever went down. My appetite returned. And food was again edible. The weather grew cooler, and on Sunday, August 27, I returned home.

I have seventeen cats. (Yes, I’ll explain that later, but not now.) A relative had kept them fed and watered, but they’d had four days completely unsupervised in my home. Cat owners, I know I don’t have to explain what a disaster this was! Fortunately, I have a lovely new-to-me washing machine, and most of the usual implements of cleaning so I set to work. On Monday, I was doing five minutes of work, followed by 30 minutes of rest. So slow…and I worried that this was my “new normal.”

By Wednesday, I was up to 15 minutes of work followed by 15 minutes of rest — definitely better, and I began to whittle away at my writing backlog. I think I must have been sick longer than I realized, because I am still (September 15) whittling away at my mountain of backed-up work.

And that was when I knew I had to start making some changes. I am seventy-one years old this year. I’m usually fairly spry, and independent. But this was a reminder that I’m pretty much a one-bus accident waiting to happen. I need more planning, and better planning. This will start with more frequent additions to my website and getting the word out that it exists.

A planning book that I read recently stated that to sell your product (whatever it might be) you had to create the object, then you have to tell people about it. So here is me, creating and taking baby steps toward spreading the word.

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Recovering Daisy Peasblossom

Today is January 20, 2021. The year 2020, with all its bumps and warts has been laid to rest, and the world looks hopefully toward a fresh year. Covid-19 notwithstanding, 2020 was only moderately horrible for me. But I shall not boast. The quarantine history is not quite a year old, and the new vaccines are, well, new.

My writing for pay is doing modestly well, which is to say it now adds a substantial amount to my income. Big tree has been trimmed twice since I last added to this page. The cats featured in earlier posts have gone to the arms of Baste, but new kitties have taken their place and will be featured in upcoming posts.

I’ve been back in my home since the spring of 2012, not quite ten years since Big Tree dropped the limb on my house. WordPress has made changes, I have changed. Yet the struggle begun in 2012 continues.

There is more hope than there was in the spring of 2012. That year I used my 403b (it was rather small) to pay the electric bill. My WordPress account was one of those “icing on the cake” accounts that I felt I could safely drop. Today, I am paying it out of proceeds from writing. In a little while I will go grocery shopping — paid for with writing.

It feels good. It feels like spring. Best of all, it feels like hope.

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A Lost Day

I am having a Lost Day. I lost sleep because it got too cold for my fan last night. I’ve lost a bag of glass bottles. (I know I had it yesterday.) I’ve lost my phone. (Yes, I had it when I woke up. I know I didn’t flush it down the toilet, I didn’t wash it in the washing machine. Fortunately, it is set for the alarm to go off in about five minutes.) And I must have lost track of days, because I didn’t make my blog post for Off-Season Nano yesterday. The cats have put my universe on the floor. So I will clean house, and see if I can recover this Lost Day.

The alarm goes off! I find my phone. Things are looking up. Perhaps I can recover this lost day.

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Building a Catio

Spring and summer bring time for outdoor work. This year, in addition to spending my creative energies on playing building games, I’m doing some real building. I have 16 cats of various ages and mixed genders in an old 1980s one bedroom mobile home. There is an add-on porch in the front. My plan is to add a smaller porch and a fenced enclosure on the back.

The first materials are purchased, and I just finished cutting the first piece of protective skirting — to keep puppies, kitties, and wildlife from going under the trailer.

I’m not a professional builder. I have some basic tools. I am doing as country folk have always done: I’m making do with what I have.

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New Garden Wagon

I’m excited! My new garden wagon with no-pop tires was delivered today, two days earlier than originally promised. This will make garden clean up and planting so much easier, as well as moving concrete blocks to work on the catio/doggio. Assembly and pics soon!

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Dirge for William

My mother told me

One day you will find

A house with people in it

Ones who are kind.

(Slay many mice.

Slay many mice.)

You will protect their house

And all the goods within it

They will feed you good food

And love you every minute.

(Slay many mice,

Slay many mice.

Gone to Valhala

Patrol sacred halls

Protect the gods from the mice

Who chitter in their walls.

(Slay many mice,

Slay many mice.)

Catnip fields forever,

Beloved golden warrior

You conquered my heart

I bury a piece of it with you.

Charm  gods of every kind

(Tell them I was yours,

Tell them I was yours.)

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My William

William is the old man of my cat household. Today, he is on the sick list. At some point in the last month, he mixed it up with one of the other cats, and was bitten. The wound infected. He seemed to be getting better, but Thursday took a turn for the worse.

William is an interesting rescue. In 2008, I came home from work, and found a tiny ball of orange fluff in my chair. My roomie had brought him in and given him a bath.

He had a gloving injury. This is where the lower lip is peeled back, separating skin from muscle. It looked almost as if he had a second mouth below the first. This means that his introduction was a bath (because he was a mudball) and an emergency surgery.

He’s not let it slow him down. Will strutted through the house. Even as he aged, he romped and played, never letting the others forget that he was Cat.

Age might finally be winning. We are having a tough time today. Syringe feedings of water and broth, hourly. He has enough energy to complain about the room service. We shall see.

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Spring

Long-legged kitty boys, chirrup and fight

Coy kitty girls hide from sight.

Tired old woman

Can’t think what to blog.

Sweeping out the house…

Dogs been inside,

You’d think I’d been hosting hogs.

Sunshine

Opens up the heart

Birdsong chorus

Greets the dawn.

I thing this is called

Life goes on and on.

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Projects for Improvement

Another year older, not necessarily better. I thought 2023 was one of my worst years for writing production, until I tried a mini-class in Rescue Time. I subscribed to the application in either late 2019 or early 2020, so I now have four years of data to examine. It is kind of nice to see that even when my writing hours take a dip, I’m still usually engaged in something useful such as pet care or housework.

It seems that 24% of my time is spent writing. Runners up for time consumption are reference and learning, business, and sleep. I’ve pushed myself to write in the morning, but it looks as if my best writing hours are between 2:00 pm and 11:00 pm. Upon consideration, those are the times when I would have (historically) returned home from school or from the day job. Now, I spend those early hours feeding pets, cleaning up after pets, gardening, cleaning house, or doing laundry. Not joyous occupations, but ones that make my writing hours more pleasant.

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Going with the Flow — Surfing the Changes

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Barometer Falling

With my old straw hat crammed down over my gardening “do”, which is two pigtails, I stepped outside the backdoor. Right away, I knew exactly what was causing my restlessness. The sky was overcast, and according to Weather.com, local temperatures were 76 degrees Fahrenheit and humidity at 63%. The air felt like a hot, sticky blanket that you could stir like soup. It was perfect pre-storm gardening weather.

Gardening with a camera is one of my favorite things to do. Walking around the outside of the house, I take “before” pictures. The tree mess on the north side of the house is “so deep, so wide and so tall, that I can’t pick it up — there’s no way at all.” I wish for a Dr. Seuss Cat-in-the-Hat Picker-Upper, and don’t go there. That particular emotional storm was part of what sent me outside.

The south side of the house has normal spring mess: twigs and branches from pruning, messy bits left from making garden beds, and hoses hastily moved to facilitate mowing. I note that the dolly got left out when the lawn was last mowed, and that it need put away before the rain starts. The camera needs its battery charged, so I put away my toy, and get to work on the things I can fix while trying not to worry about the things I can’t.

Three hours later, the hoses are neatly coiled and separated into usable, and not usable. The soaker hoses are distributed, ready for use, in case the promised storm doesn’t bring enough water, and a broken office cart has been pressed into service as a future planting bed. The garlic and the hosta beds have been weeded, as well. I head back in to check on the camera battery, make some notes and consider my next, best move.

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Reconsidering the Problem

When my children were young, I used a lot of reverse psychology with them. Instead of asking them to do something, I would bet them that they couldn’t do it. Now, this is a ploy that can backfire, but if the kid is stubborn and prone to rebellion, it can produce positive results. How did I figure out that this would work? Because I knew this little beast of a personal quirk from the inside out: tell me I have to do something, and it is the very thing that I do not want to do. Add to this trait the simple fact that it is a lot more fun to take pictures, grub in the dirt, play an MMORPG and write fan fiction than it is to get down to applying elbow grease to writing prosaic, factual articles that someone has requested, and I can work up a pretty good case of rebellion all on my own.

Unfortunately, when you are the grown-up, and the boss, there isn’t really anyone to push back against except yourself — and the bill collectors, of course. I knew the real answer to my rebellious stubbornness before I ever went out to play. I would have to do up my students’ grades, write out next weeks lesson plans and write at least one more new article in addition to rewriting the one I got back. There wasn’t even any point in pouting, declaring it “isn’t fair” or losing my temper with the editor, who was only doing her job.

However, fresh air, sunshine — even though it was filtered by clouds, and some labor that produced immediate feedback in the form of visible improvement to my yard, puts me in a more cheerful frame of mind. To change the world, change yourself. Gardening is a positive attitude adjustment.

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